Sometimes I feel okay again, and I rejoice in my savior. The life He has given me, the good things I still have.

Sometimes I feel okay again and I hate myself for it. Does it really not matter anymore?

Sometimes I know that in many ways, it will never be okay. And I'm mad, hurt, and inconsolable.

And sometimes I'm just too tired. Emotions are exhausting and I just go on living, knowing someday I will move on, but hoping I never forget.


  1. You can't trust emotions; they're all about the moment and not in it for the long haul!

  2. Are you ok? I'm worried about you. Send me an email and let me know what's up. Hugs.